Sunday, June 28, 2015

Oh. How. Hard...!!!

It has come to my attention, that getting out of bed in the morning and going to work is tough.  So damned hard!  This thought has been with me for a while now; a month or two.  All I want to do is hide my fuller carcass away.  Eat yourself stupid and you to can wallow in self pity forever!!

Ok.  That is enough!  Stop eating.  Stop drinking.  Work hard on getting well again.  Only six more months and I can start to see light again!  Six months!

I'm going to stop wallowing.  Start cooking.  Gardening.  Enjoy being on my own.
Design a house..  Even if I don't use it!  Exercise!

And lose the 5 kilo I just put on.  :(

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